Lyrtcal lumination ( The Seventy Nineth)

If you were a melody you'd be playing every day, I just can't keep it out no matter how hard I try.

Bass Relief ( The Seventy Eigth)

Basically this is a mishmash of all the things I think, would do and wish ytou would do the same for me...I might edit this later but I have a guy who keeps trying to read over my shoulder in the library

Bucaroo ( The Seventy Sixth)

You played this while I was over at your place once, and when I got to hang out with the little kids at the wedding including a precocious three year old who fell in love with my dad and me, she wouldn't even leave when grandma came to take her away, I couldnt help but think of this song.  I thought about how I wanna be that man who his son and daughter look at and say I wanna be like you.  Where Im a good enough man for them to just follow me around and imitate what I do, where I spend time with them in the garage doing projects and taking 'em out for a drive just me and them time that's where I want to be.  And when Im there I want you to be the one looking out the window while were putting up a fence or working on a care or just puttering around the yard or coming in from a drive, and you won't be able to help but smile to yourself.  I want it if its our kids some day in the future that I run into them praying like I do, like I'm just talking to a friend who I can lean on.

Im no crook I'll walk in the front door (The Sevety Fifth)

I have been without internet since I left for my cousins wedding but I have had the time to write down the songs and what I wanted to say about them.  So here's the first one Ill post but not the first one I wrote.  Its funny you sometimes say you're just you there isnt anything special about that.  And thats the very reason you are special.  not everything about you is perfect haha some of the things you do are the exact opposite for a while but all these imperfect things make up you and that's something fantastic.  And so far and hopefully not yet all the other guys who have been lucky enough to have you by their side have been lets say idiots men not worth a good woman or just who couldn't see all of you with the blinders off and see how amazing you can be.  So I hope I can be the last one, that one who doesn't steal your heart but that you hand over so I can walk it down the aisle and with you for the rest of our lives.

just listen (The Seventy Fourth)

Just listen and maybe listen to a cover of the Adele song that's like this one (cause I just found out you dont like her voice. good thing your sitting right next to me

Its how it is, Am I still going to hang onto a maybe ( The seventy third)

You may be with someone else for now, you may have my heart still and it may be easy for you to get someone else's.  It really kinda like this song and its kinda why my mind just wont let me sleep

Five Bottles ( The Seventy Second)

you called tonight.  I wanted to do what happened the last time I got a call like this one.  And then I played this song

Powerful voice ( The seventy first)

I just want to remind you that for me its...I'll just let The song speak from there.  And for those casual readers, and maybe for you, if you've ever had your heart broken your about to be reminded of it.

seventy

listless mind sleepless night (The Seventieth)

so if you have been reading this from the beginning you should know that I dont really consider it a new day for the posting unless I sleep That's why this post may seem late.  I haven't so here's what I would have posted earlier.  The song is and old one I haven't heard in a while but it made me think.  I know I keep saying it made me think but thats the very reason I have sleepless nights I can't stop thinking.  This time it was about what I said earlier, how every time that I have doubt in myself or a moment of impending weakness I see you, the reason I want to be more than I am now and always better. so have a listen and know that every time I made you cry or someone else has made you feel less than you are because I screwed up and let you go; For all of that, I Am sorry.  I wish to never let it happen again, but that, my dear, is up to you to let me try.

Blue Tape? ( The Sixty Nineth)

Today I was packing to move into my new townhouse and I ran across something I way back in anthropology while you were sitting next to me... and sometimes I still feel exactly the same. I'd write it on here but Im not sure I want to just yet.  I do want to say that I know how you feel with these weddings happening and our friends starting families or being in fantastic relationships.  And its hard for me not to just be with someone whose a good woman but its harder still to let go of you.  And people may say I can't be your love and even you might say it but my heart can pretty much only say this...I wanna be that knight or king that comes in and takes you away from...well just listen to what it has to say