tonight Im going to try and sleep before 3am, so Im starting the long slog to unconsciousness early so If theres a lack of words, I'll fix that soon
Friday, December 30, 2011
Thursday, December 29, 2011
*le sigh* (88-91)
tonight I don' t feel like many words but I will post these and maybe say more tomorrow.
Sunday, December 25, 2011
Christmas wishes (86&87)
This first song could be directed at you or someone new. This one is also walking the wall.
This second song is saying basicly I can't say in just a few words, in just a few pictures, how much we could miss out on if we don't give life a chance. you and me a chance, either as what on half of my heart wants, or what would be good for us both, friends who are always there when we need, not always when we want. But Really this week, Ive been wanting the first thing, for that second chance. but at least its not something I can;t picture my life without now, I just have to work hard at it is all.
here is a cover of it I liked, if you didnt like the first version
This second song is saying basicly I can't say in just a few words, in just a few pictures, how much we could miss out on if we don't give life a chance. you and me a chance, either as what on half of my heart wants, or what would be good for us both, friends who are always there when we need, not always when we want. But Really this week, Ive been wanting the first thing, for that second chance. but at least its not something I can;t picture my life without now, I just have to work hard at it is all.
here is a cover of it I liked, if you didnt like the first version
Friday, December 23, 2011
Suns rays and dreams (84&85)
Today I feel like going country, and I've been trying to steer clear of one of your favorites more or less. Because if you ever find your way here I don't want you to know I picked the songs for reasons, not because they sounded like a win you back song or are ones I know you might like. If I was doing that there would be no Adele in sight, amongst other things probably. but today has a split like yesterday. so here they are.
I may be leaning away from your favorite country artists with a accent...not entirely country. But this one is one of mine. With this song the level talking about moving on, about just not having to have the plans for someone else is the half of me trying to look away from you. Just have a listen, I'm sure you will understand what I mean
maybe someday I'll be able to take off that ring entirely but I can't. I don't feel as wrong not wearing it everyday on my left hand but I still wear it. I always know where it is, and I always think about putting it on the moment I have my hand on the front door.
Now for the second song. This one I don't really have to say much it's kinda self explanatory like the last one there still is that split within the song.
Also, you know the one overriding reason I haven't joined the service, its not because Im scared of being injured or even of dieing, its if you and me ever had a shot again or when we were together, of doing that to you. Of putting you through the hell of worrying or of dealing with seeing me that injured. And most of all of dieing on you. That is one thing I would never do to you and you know one reason why, I won't say why here but... well with you I'd be with you until you go and than a week later I think Id be gone too. Because by that time, my wrinkle sack of bones wouldn't be able to function without you in his life.
I may be leaning away from your favorite country artists with a accent...not entirely country. But this one is one of mine. With this song the level talking about moving on, about just not having to have the plans for someone else is the half of me trying to look away from you. Just have a listen, I'm sure you will understand what I mean
maybe someday I'll be able to take off that ring entirely but I can't. I don't feel as wrong not wearing it everyday on my left hand but I still wear it. I always know where it is, and I always think about putting it on the moment I have my hand on the front door.
Now for the second song. This one I don't really have to say much it's kinda self explanatory like the last one there still is that split within the song.
Also, you know the one overriding reason I haven't joined the service, its not because Im scared of being injured or even of dieing, its if you and me ever had a shot again or when we were together, of doing that to you. Of putting you through the hell of worrying or of dealing with seeing me that injured. And most of all of dieing on you. That is one thing I would never do to you and you know one reason why, I won't say why here but... well with you I'd be with you until you go and than a week later I think Id be gone too. Because by that time, my wrinkle sack of bones wouldn't be able to function without you in his life.
Thursday, December 22, 2011
Life, I;m going to take of the blinders off for a bit (81-83)
Im finally able to post videos again. I still don't know what was going on. So now I will be trying to post at least two a day, consider one a post from the tardis and the other that days. So here's today's.
Its kinda funny its been pretty much 2 years. Obviously not a funny haha. But I'm finally not torn apart every day because of it. And when I am its usually just a deep ache, usually. Now comes the time where I have to wall off. Now I have two halves of my heart. There is the half that still loves you, and will always do; than theres the half that is just open for what the world has for me. And you know I hope that there is some day where I can listen to the half that loves you and fall for you again. Now though I have to listen to the other and hold to the hope that someone will make it grow to where it dwarfs the other and you and I can just be friends in my heart. But what I said was true when I say those three words I mean them always and forever.
For now I walk the wall between my two halves, and I guess these two songs are kind of what they are
The half that still loves you
maybe some day you'll feel that loneliness you see in this girl and you know what I was there and if we tried could be there to fill that, and make your heart swell again.
And then there's the part of me that wants to listen to what some others say and just go out and find someone new. This is as close as I could get, the song I heard I was driving so I couldn't write it down but basically, fall in love again, but with someone new
now the bonus song I heard today. I heard it and I just thought we could, we could live like never before, its not like it was back then, and there's something about just the way the song sounds...its like although the lyrics may be only half right. or more complicated than it sounds to begin with but its there. That feeling of blue hope. I don't know, maybe when there is anther chance I'll sing hallelujah and have it mean what it really should mean. I don't mean what it should mean in a church, but what it should mean everyday. Just listen to how it sounds and maybe you'll get what I'm saying
Its kinda funny its been pretty much 2 years. Obviously not a funny haha. But I'm finally not torn apart every day because of it. And when I am its usually just a deep ache, usually. Now comes the time where I have to wall off. Now I have two halves of my heart. There is the half that still loves you, and will always do; than theres the half that is just open for what the world has for me. And you know I hope that there is some day where I can listen to the half that loves you and fall for you again. Now though I have to listen to the other and hold to the hope that someone will make it grow to where it dwarfs the other and you and I can just be friends in my heart. But what I said was true when I say those three words I mean them always and forever.
For now I walk the wall between my two halves, and I guess these two songs are kind of what they are
The half that still loves you
maybe some day you'll feel that loneliness you see in this girl and you know what I was there and if we tried could be there to fill that, and make your heart swell again.
And then there's the part of me that wants to listen to what some others say and just go out and find someone new. This is as close as I could get, the song I heard I was driving so I couldn't write it down but basically, fall in love again, but with someone new
now the bonus song I heard today. I heard it and I just thought we could, we could live like never before, its not like it was back then, and there's something about just the way the song sounds...its like although the lyrics may be only half right. or more complicated than it sounds to begin with but its there. That feeling of blue hope. I don't know, maybe when there is anther chance I'll sing hallelujah and have it mean what it really should mean. I don't mean what it should mean in a church, but what it should mean everyday. Just listen to how it sounds and maybe you'll get what I'm saying
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