The First

So later Ill put something in the about me box but before you start reading there's something you have to know about me.  well more like a couple.  Im young only on the outside, pretentious as that sounds.  I've lived a lot in 21 years, loved so hard it hurts, fought so hard lives almost ended,  seen the highs and lows of what a human can do.  I'm nothing spectacular but Ive seen the spectacular in the most ordinary places.  And all throughout my view has been tinted by being a romantic of sorts, somewhat of the old fashioned sort you might say.  Guess you could expect little else if you knew where I come from, odd family, odd life, odd choices and all.  Too that end of romanticism and odd choices I'm starting this off shoot blog from BeforeyouFaceEast.  Every day from the 23rd of June till the 22nd Im going to post a link or a video to a song and something about it. 

What has that got to do with Romanticism?  If you guessed it was a girl or bet that with your buddy, tell 'em to pay up.  I still love a woman I used to be with, I don't think she really knew how much when she asked me to break our promise not to and say those words to her.  She is utterly confusing and at the same time completely comprehensible.  kinda a combination that can piss you off and make you happy at the same time? bingo.  its been over a year since we went separate ways in that sense. 

So each song here will be for her, about her, because of her.  And who knows maybe Ill even write one for her...hahaha probably not Im no musician but music beats in every moment of my life
, and pulsates with every fiber of my being.  Cheesy I know but to me really true.  Music expresses things more complex than simple words can really get at.

But more about that later. Here's the First.  First of many that will hopefully be ones that make You think, some you'll like, some you'll hate, some you'll have heard before, hopefully some will be new to you.  The first of the songs that sink the sun in my world, extinguish it and then reignite it all over again

This song if not just what it says goes through my head every time I go to see her, every time we talk, every time we make plans, or when I just think about what the hell I should even do.  have a listen, no complex metaphors, no hidden meanings just what Im thinking with the sounds of what that thinking Feels like to me.