Today I tried to take a nap again not because insomnia is back and kicking my ass, that's only giving me love taps. This time the reason I tried to take a nap is because my cousin was doing my sisters hair for a wedding, thus waking me up hours earlier than I would have liked. Now I have one of the hardest times falling asleep. This difficulty goes double for naps. But thankfully the most infamous and spectacular she you have been hearing about has helped me be able to get to sleep easier after just the ease of us spending time together. But in this nap I was only sorta able to take I had a few daydreams some of which I think I was fighting for something and another where I was just spending time with her. Not doing anything special just hanging out with her. But as the dream slowly faded away this song just was playing in my head. This is what followed me into consciousness...
Its an idea I have been toying with. kinda an unprovable one but still if it were I think more than likely true. If She would just open her eyes and see through mine for a minute, half a minute, 15 seconds She'd change her mind. If she saw what I see when I look at her that is. But it is what it is right now. All I can do is be me, be the best ME I can be and hope things will change.
P.S. when I get behind, which I plan on never doing again after I catch up, I will only post two a day until I am caught up. Blame it on timey wimey wibbley wobbley "things" lol
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