I know in "yesterdays" post I kinda sounded like a ponse and I hope you listened more to the song more than my words cause I meant both but you could probably relate more to the songs. And today's preamble might be a tad confusing so...pay attention to the song if it does
Every person can kinda be conceived as a complex meeting of contradictions, Different parts some larger than others. Facets if you will. And for me I have two facets,two parts that are kinda opposite each other. There's the part of me that wants to move on, it is true and valid, some might say its the wise thing. And that part of me could be fostered by someone to be the larger part of me. But there is the other part of me the part that loves her and that portion is the controlling one. Its large enough to just be, be what things are. Even though I actively try to shrink it, try and forget the things I love about her, the things I miss for every on I forget or fad another one or two pop right back up. This facet of me anchors me in place . And I don't know if I'll ever move from it unless someone comes and cuts it or if she comes and joins me at this mooring. So heres a song about that facet. one of the bigger ones. And I would do it too if I knew it would lead her back to me but for now it will just be my heart that wont move from that bench near the soccer field at western
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