I have insomnia, as many do who use the internet extensively. Its not necessarily the cause we just do cause we can't sleep. And its been coming back quite a bit of late. Ive been having trouble sleeping despite my best efforts, and it gets worse and worse. I wish it wouldn't but its a fact of my life, sleep and I aren't best friends anymore. And I know that lately so is she, having trouble that is. And the thing is she is the one thing that just fixes that, and I know I could help fix that for her as well. No I don't mean tiring her out, its not an innuendo. I simply mean by being a calming force.
Yeah I know the motive that pops up when you read that but that's not what I want from her, although she is drop dead sexy. I just want her, not to own not to possess but to just be with me. I may have an above average drive, I may be a guy, and I may not be a conservative christian, but I would forgo showing my affection in that way until we we're married or even after that for a time if she asked. Her lips would be enough, the caress of her hand. I know it sounds stupid, but to be honest she's more important than getting that. The only reason I want to is to give her another means to feel my love. So if she were to come and I would...well listen to the song. I won't keep talking If I could sing this song to her when both of us can't sleep and we talk...I would
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