Posts from the Tardis 8 (The Fourteenth)

So Im a little shall we say inebriated since it was my sister's birthday and I've had a lot of...well a lot of different things.  And rather than stay up and post things not worth reading I will leave off today with the freshest song for the list.   I was driving back with the very last load of things I had lent out in Mo-town and This song came on the radio with the artist playing solo because his band missed their flight (actually this very video is it). I really am a little sick of the modern views of love, the games that a man has to play to get who he wants.  I don't like the maybes and maybe nots of ambiguity that a woman can put on and take it.  Im not talking about the general ambiguity of a woman they're always going to be a bit of a mystery to a man.  Im saying that its more like how with the way things are around here its ok for things to not be either heading somewhere or staying where they are, that it's a nither here nor there.  That Romance has lost a lot of its old nuance.  Old fashioned romantics can't use whats in their nature because its looked on as overbearing, or too quick or whatever, hence why I hold those things back for a month or two while dating if I can.  Also the lack of second chances.  There's no way in today's age that's just set up for getting one.  Sure some will give you a second chance but you can't be a knight and win her favor or any other thing.  If she says I don't give anyone second chances theres no romantic gesture that isn't "old fashioned" to convince her to change her mind

  But mostly Im just sick of having to wait for her to be sick of it too.  I know it sounds whiney, sure of myself and overall stupid.  But I know if there was that second try it would be some of the best times of both our lives and we would both grow together.  In the back of my head and all through my heart I feel like it would wind up with us growing old together.  Because Im not one of those liars who make every romantic gesture a empty one and dont mean it with everything.  Those who jade woman so that when a Man walks along and means what he says and what he does there's a wall that has to be knocked down again and again. I Mean them, If I do something for you it means something.  Whether its me really displaying my value in our friend ship or that I will be there for you at every turn and never give up on loving you.

But enough about me This song is good and the Artist actually is really great to talk to...least ways from the interview I haven't met him yet or hung out with him after a show...yet